why did I care so much about people who obviously didn’t care about me? why did I care about what they thought of me? they just stood by while I was dealing with crippling depression and extremely invasive suicidal thoughts. it took so much strength to pull myself out of the dark and i’ve never been so happy and they’re nowhere to be found. if your “friends” are too busy or make you feel like an inconvenience they aren’t your friends! <3
if someone, something, some situation is making you unhappy, freaking get out of it. find the people who love you because they’re out there. even when I thought I was alone. the true ones didn’t make me feel like some whiny, pansy, couldn’t hack it, weak waste of space.
if you told me love can exist without fear, without a question mark, without certainty I would’ve scoffed, rolled my eyes, and told you to fuck off. when I look into her eyes, when I press her body against mine, when I wrap my arms around her waist I know it to be true. i love her. my heart has woken from a deep slumber. something I never thought could be true, but when she says my name, when she wraps her body around me, when she tells me all the things I’ve been thinking but have been afraid to say out loud I know it to be true. I love you. it exists there in the chambers of my heart. you’re there and that’s the end of it. I’m in love with you.
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There’s nothing like a reality check that keeps hitting you in the face. I’d like to think that we’re all struggling to be the best versions of ourselves. Sometimes, I crave validation, attention, and these are the times I chose to collapse into myself. Unheard. Not knowing where to turn. Life’s challenges can be unbearable at times, but I keep telling myself to keep one foot in front of the other. Even if we take steps back, it’s important to press on. I don’t know how anyone could ever have the patience, kindness, and selflessness to stick around for someone like me. Maybe that’s why I push people away when I need them most because if I show what really lies underneath, I can’t blame them for turning their back on me. I push on alone. Wondering if anyone could truly love me.
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Half zip up pullover bomber, Askyurself
Raw fleece S/S shirt, Askyurself
Round Tee, Favela
Battered fleece pants, Askyurself
Black on black All Stars, ConverseLook by @MXDVS
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Kasia Struss by Mario Testino for Vogue Russia September 2012
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Matthieu Gregoire, Sam Maouchi & Elliott Vulliod by Ash Kingston - Backstage at Neil Barrett SS15
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